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    November 20

    繼續發瘋中.........


    有種人,賤格到,假如她死後,我想連地獄都不會收留她!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    自我安慰一千萬次:

    生氣是用別人的過錯來懲罰自己,所以千萬不要為這種賤人生氣!千萬不要,絕對不要!!!!!!!!!!!!


    November 19

    Depress 中



    我從來沒有想像過一個人的嘴臉可以如此醜陋!

    我從來沒有想像過我多麼地多麼地想詛咒一個人!

    神啊,請你救救我,如何可以收起我的憤怒,我的悲傷,我的無助?

    夜裡,我只想逃避,我不想去面對這個惱人的問題。唯一可以讓我逃避現實是輿両只小鬼玩樂。雖然他們是惡魔輿天使的化身,但純真的惡魔拍馬都追不上大人世界裡的你虞我詐。又或者在Yoga的歌聲裡沈迷,如果我可以選擇,我寧願醉死在Yoga的歌聲裡也不要面對世界的殘酷!

    但白天的到來,要我必須去面對這個醜陋的無恥之徒!

    神啊,請你救救我如何可以練造金剛不壞之身!!!!!!!

    當我滿嘴胡言亂語的時候,我知道我就快瘋掉了!!!!!!



    October 05

    Shxt!

    I am saying bad word because my phone has been broken since yesterday! And it's only within 6 months! (I got it in late Mar this year)


    When I make calls, it rings for 2 sec then the whole screen turns black. No ring tone, I can't touch any keys to return to the main screen. I have to keep on flipping the phone, then it will say: an error has occurred, please restart your phone.


    Same thing for reading text message, when my stupid phone tries to retrieve text message, whole screen turns black then it will say the same error message.


    When I try to call myself using my dad's cell phone,  from my dad's cell phone, I hear it rings but my physical phone doesn't ring at all. Then it goes to voicemail. So basically, nobody is able to reach me unless they leave me a voicemail!


    And the thing that drives me mad is when I call Sanyo, they told me if there is any physical damage to the phone, even though it's not related to the problem, they will return my phone unrepaired because any physical damage to the phone will void its 1st year warranty.


    when I first got my phone, Mui Mui accidentally stepped on my phone in result of a crack on the front screen but it works totally fine. Then 6 months later, it's not working anymore. I believe there is a hardware issue and has nothing to do with Mui Mui. But damn Sanyo service said that they will just send the phone back to me if they see any physical damage.


    So what am I suppose to do? Continuing shipping the stupid phone for them and hoping the repair man is blind and doesn't see the crack and will repair it or buy a new phone?

    Damn it!


    I hate Sanyo! I hate Sprint!!!!!!!!!!!!

    I still have 1.5 years contract with Sprint! With no phone! Shxt! I am so so so pissed right now!!!!!!!!!!!

    August 18

    折磨


    自從我出trip回來,好像沒有甚麼好事發生。

    上個星期,日日都覺得累。每天午飯之後,雙眼就覺得很澀,很疲倦。我開始覺得有點驚慌,對眼不知道甚麼時候會盲! 返工又成日對電腦,放工又成日對電腦,這些就是都市人的通病。@-@

    小V話是M的原因,我就覺得是否還未recover完?

    Weekend的時候,隱約感覺有點喉嚨痛。

    結果周一早上就是給喉嚨痛醒的。我打定輸數,感冒了。下午開始,鼻塞!

    回家沖了欖蔥茶。本來想早點睡,還是搞到12點幾才睡。

    今早起來,搏頭痛,頸痛,頭痛,甚麼都齊。 唉,感覺如病入膏肓!

    現在鼻子還嚴重呼吸不通暢!

    我好想好想有個relaxing massage!

    我好想好想面前有張大床!

    我好想好想打爛自己個頭!

    我好想好想........................
    July 10


    Book 機票是一件很煩的事

    Book 4張機票更加是一件煩上加煩的事

    schedule 差,又貴,平果d book 黎book去book 唔到。

    既然是這樣,點解個site仲要display個price來誤導人?

    我真是一個躁底的人,

    為這樣的小事都要煩上幾日。

    討厭!

    February 02

    病了


    斃,我宜家周身骨痛。個頭都開始痛。我想我的喉嚨痛不是因為熱氣,而是我真的想感冒了。

    可以想像我之後個Miami之旅一定會十分難捱!最不想出trip的時候病,但,唉!

    我現在最想見到的是一張床,最想做的是睡覺!我還要捱3個小時才收工呢!

    頭痛中!
    January 15

    救命!!!!!!!!


    我都五知呢个物人黎架。call她9万几次都五复call. text她又是五复。讲到明是urgent!

    之后她又可以当没事甘。话她,又话,我五知要复你0屋。真是呕血。老细,你收到9万几个missed call都是来自同一个人, 点都识得打翻卑个friend挂?!common sense 啦!换转我是她条仔,你话她会不会第一时间飞扑过去复人?

    最憎d人一点交带都没。仲要是超重色轻友,真是救命。我点会有d甘既朋友?卑栋墙我撞死算了。没眼屎干净盲!

    我今朝10点call她N次。留晒言,sent晒text message, 现在2点半,一个电话都没复翻我。点忙都好,lunch time都有挂?复个call有几难啊?

    又是她琴晚打晒电话黎叫救命,话book 左间贵价酒店。离会场有1.6 miles.平时叫她park远少少就叫晒救命话走甘远。1.6 miles,你行死左啦。仲要话,吓,我以为好近咋!吹涨!  我叫她今日第一时间打去酒店看看有没平d的。估死她份人都五会做架啦。成日都大安之意,最憎见到她慢条斯理个样。我好心,帮她上网check, 稳到啦,就第一时间call她。book 房呢d野,手快有,手慢没架嘛!你琴日book房时都瘌过野啦。我都知她会大把借口,又会话我没Internet connection, brab brab brab.. 是鬼但啦。你卑你d info我,我帮你book埋喇。

    等左4个几钟,真是太太太过分了。你再call翻我,我都费鬼事睬你。抵你住贵价房!行死你最好添啊!皇帝吾急,太监急!

    我又是的,甘鬼劳气做物。她分人都吾知第N次无尾飞驼,但居然次次都可以卑她激到我弹起。我都仲是五识得学醒少少。

    哎,算。将她的罪行共公诸于世,发泄下我心头之恨!呢个人,以她利益为前提都可以甘,旨意她救命的话,就真是自求多福好过。天啊,甘既人,我居然可以同她做朋友,我是未前世杀她啊妈??????!!!!!


    后记:

    在我篇blog面世半小时之后,我个friend终于call翻我。下删千字理由。

    我已经没她甘好气。因为已经发泄完。写blog是发泄的好方法。以后要善用。

    天意就是她好命,间酒店仲有房。帮她book了104. 比她琴日book的平了50文!



    August 25

    Sad news comes in a roll / 禍不單行


    I am not really in a good mood these days. My Internet is down and it never got fixed! Stupid ATT! And now my cell phone is broken as well! All of my friends keep on complaining that I never pick up my damn phone and I never return their calls but the fact is I never got any missed calls from them! And even worse now, I can't call out, it keeps on saying my network is busy! Stupid Sprint and stupid LG!

    Guys, never buy LG's phone, it sucks! Really is! In less than a year, I have changed 4 or 5 LG phones (Same stupid model because my insurance plan only allows me to change for the same model!) And the last one I had which is the most stable one, and since it's stable, I think it is such a waste of my money to pay 7 bucks a month for the insurance. My contract is 2 years which means 84 dollar a year, I can totally get a new phone. So I cancel my insurance plan, and my stupid phone is not working 1 month after I cancel my insurance! What the heck!

    Gosh, can't believe I am so relying on computer and cell phone now! Without them, my life is so much more inconvenient and miserable.




    自從我的DSL壞了之後,ATT九世都不來整。我一直打電話去customer service, 哪裡的人真的真的好廢物!我都不知道ATT點會請垃圾回來做事。講d英文一舊舊,又做不到野。(excuse my language, 但我真的好興!)Tech support的人永遠都幫不到我,只有line maintenance department的人才可以幫我。但Tech support的人永遠都不肯轉我給line maintenance, 成日自以為是,以為自己好醒。我真的不想同他們講野,他們怕幫我不到,要轉我去high level的人會俾人鬧,但明明自己沒料,就不要浪費大家的時間啦。答應話有人會call back, 但我個電話永遠都不會嚮。Line maintenance的人教我,話下次要bypass tech support就話是他們叫我直接轉,但tech support的人居然連line maintenance的辦公時間都可以搞錯。話他們只是work Monday to Friday 8 to 5pm only. 成日要我office hour再打過。

    終於後來有個automatic的電話打去我家,話要找tech support按0,我剛剛才跟他們講完電話。是但啦,反正我好興,鬧下人都好。之後有個人好快接電話,我問你是唔是line maintenance, 如果不是,不要浪費我的時間。她說是。我話,甘就奇怪啦,tech support話你們收晒工。她居然答我,我們7日都在。辦公時間是7點到midnight. 我話,你的tech support真是好唔店,時間可以搞錯,電話可以轉錯。她只可以答我一句,sorry for all the misrepresentation. 頂,一句sorry大晒。這個就是ATT今時今日的服務態度。

    Anyway, 至少個女人知道自己做甚麼。她check了我條line, 之後再打翻電話給我,話他們條線有問題。他們會盡快維修。終於,call了9萬個電話,他們終於有人知道自己在做甚麼。之前一直話我條線有問題。他們要派人出來,要至少收我60,半小時。之後,每半個小時$35, 他真的好過去牄。我點知條線搞幾耐。真是無底深潭。

    總之,對住ATT的customer service rep, 我就想殺人!你話我歧視有好,甚麼都好,我對d印度啊差一點好感都沒!

    黑開有條路。現在,我個電話都short埋。之前d friends成日鬧我,點解唔覆call,點解唔接電話。啊哥,啊姐,我都沒miss calls. "call 你9萬幾次,有物理由一個miss call都沒。" 俾人鬧到飛起,你話幾鬼死冤枉。現在收唔到call不單止,連電話都打不到出去。你話賤不賤?個爛鬼電話,之前有保險的時候都換了4個還是5個。現在這個最stable, 用了成半年吧。見它好地地,心想還有半年就約滿,應該不會搞出個甚麼大頭佛。就cut鬼左個保險。點知,cut了一個月,個電話就short左。真是谷鬼氣。

    沒有手機,沒有上網的日子原來真的不是人過的。現在我才知道,我們這些爛鬼都市人幾鬼死依賴這些所謂都市產物。

    唉,都市人啊,都市人啊,翻鄉下耕田好過啦!悲哀!
    July 24

    梦一场



    好像作了一场梦。

    梦中,恋上了自己的好友。

    但因为过去的一切不愉快经历,不停地告诉自己,爱不起。

    不停地在肯定否定中挣扎,就像作了一个茧,自缚。

    然而上帝并不怜悯我这种畏惧的人。

    好友重遇昔日初恋情人,二人再续前缘。

    除了送上祝福,我无言。

    或许要到失去,才知道最爱是谁,但故事已到结尾。

    很像电视剧里的情节吧?人生如戏,戏如人生。

    品味着剧中的一句对白:

    不要为失去而哭,要为曾经拥有而笑。

    很难做到吧?

    潇洒的人,我是吗?

    July 21

    Depress中



    愛情如果只留下傷心,那麼愛情要來做甚麼?

    他的愛情觀是灰暗的,我的比他更灰,我沒有這個能力也沒有這個勇氣把幸福帶給他。
    July 02

    受伤了

    I feel hurt today. Because one of the models I did makeup before refused to let me post her photos as part of my portfolio online.


    I did makeup for her and her daughter for 3 hours. Their faces were so difficult to work with. The mom has lots of sun damage spots (she probably never use sunscreen in her entire life! ) The daughter is typical teenager gal, and of coz lots of pimples.  I tried my best to make them look pretty in the photo shoots and it worked well. The photos came out pretty nice. But compare with the before makeup look, of coz the before makeup look was horrible. But hey, that's who they are! They don't use makeup on a daily basic and that's pretty much their daily look. But with the comparison, their after makeup look was so much nicer so they refused to let me post their photos online!


    I mean if I did a horrible job on them and they refused to let me post their photos online then I would understand. But their before look was basically just who they are and the after look was just enhancement of who they are, and they refused because of the big difference!


    I feel hurt because I worked myself so hard for them for 3 hours FOR FREE and now I just wanted to share my work with others and they said no!


    I guess I learn my lesson now. Not everyone is nice in the world! Not everyone appreciates for what I do no matter how hard I work my butt out for them. Some people like to take advantage of others and they don't like to pay them back! And I need to learn how to protect myself!


    If you treat me nice, I’ll treat you weight better. If you are mean to me, I can bite you! I should take this as my philosophy of life! haha.......


    I will definitely not let any evil person to destroy my passion in makeup!


    Keep rocking!

    June 27

    遗失了的感动

    很久没有看关于爱情的文章。因为觉得那是离我很遥远的事情。但说到底,还是一个感性的人。无意中看了这一篇,还是忍不住被感动了。能做到的人,很少吧!不过,至少要相信,这个世界上是会有这么一个人肯为你努力地尝试。

    相信真爱。但又不断地怀疑它的存在。人就是这样矛盾。不过假如心中真的没有了爱,这个世界会变得很灰,很不可爱。

    把这篇能感动我的文章转送给所有人,无论你是单恋的,相恋的,失恋的,愿所有人都能找到幸福。


    转载
    source from: feed://feeds.qzone.qq.com/cgi-bin/cgi_rss_out?uin=32435904


    既然牵手就决不轻言分离


            爱的感觉,总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜,
      总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担,
      你终於不再孤单了,至少有一个人想著你、
      恋著你,不论做什么事情,
      只要能一起,就是好的,
      但是慢慢的,随著彼此的认识愈深,
      你开始发现了对方的缺点,
      於是问题一个接著一个发生,
      你开始烦、累,甚至想要逃避,
      有人说爱情就像在捡石头,
      总想捡到一个适合自己的,
      但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢?
      她适合你,那你又适合她吗?
      其实,爱情就像磨石子一样,
      或许刚捡到的时候,你不是那么的满意,
      但是记住人是有弹性的,
      很多事情是可以改变的,
      只要你有心、有勇气,
      与其到处去捡未知的石头,
      还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮,你开始磨了吗?
      很多人以为是因为感情淡了,
      所以人才会变得懒惰。
      其实是人先被惰性征服,
      所以感情才会变淡的。

      其实爱、恨往往只是在我们的一念之间!
      爱不仅要懂得宽容更要及时,
      很多事可能只是在於你心境的转变罢了!
      当有个人爱上你,而你也觉得他不错。
      那并不代表你会选择他。

      我们总说:「我要找一个自己很爱很爱的人,才会谈恋爱。」
      但是当对方问你,怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候,
      你却无法回答他,因为你自己也不知道。

      没错,我们总是以为,我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。
      可是後来,当我们猛然回首,我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。
      假如从来没有开始,你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢?
      其实,很爱很爱的感觉,是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。
      或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣,

      爱一个人,要了解,也要开解;
      要道歉,也要道谢;
      要认错,也要改错;
      要体贴,也要体谅;
      是接受,而不是忍受;
      是宽容,而不是纵容;
      是支持,而不是支配;
      是慰问,而不是质问;
      是倾诉,而不是控诉;
      是难忘,而不是遗忘;
      是彼此交流,而不是凡事交代;
      是为对方默默祈求,
      而不是向对方诸多要求;
      可以浪漫,但不要浪费;

      可以随时牵手,
      但不要随便分手。

      分别了,还能再回来吗? 
      如果回不来我们该如何是好。 
      不敢奢望我是和你相守一生的那个人, 
      只盼我是给过你最刻骨感受, 
      铭记终生感念终生的人。


    June 17

    给自己的祝福


    昨天收到第一个生日祝福。是J sent卑我的text message. 虽然我的时间就早了一日,不过他的时间就刚刚好。所以很感动啊。呢个男仔好有心,年年都记得我既生日。反而是我粗枝大叶的性格,我只是记得他是金牛座咋,是吾是好衰呢?不过他是大方的人,应该不会介意的。如果刚好看到我的blog,在这里跟他说声对不起也很感激他!

    本来我是想平静地过。因为这个星期都要去电视台,所以都做不了什么。但是昨天我trainer call我,话除了Friday之外,这个星期都不用去电视台了。突然间有种失落感。因为上个星期日日都去电视台,一班人嘻嘻哈哈,虽然很累,很晚回家,但很值得。因为去电视台化妆的机会不是成日有,所以我当然要把握机会好好跟其他人学习啦!今天一早起来,突然觉得就这样过一个生日,是吾是好寂寞呢?因为我习惯了晚上同一班人出去做野,习惯了成班人的生活,突然变了只剩自己一个,有点儿承受不了那种孤寂的感觉添!突然发现,原来我很害怕寂寞,特别是生日的时候。

    所以我今晚一定要做点野,不会让自己一个人度过。=D

    某人话今日会call我,唱首歌仔卑我听。听住先啦,我学会了,男人讲野,信一成好了,信多一成,只会让自己失望。No expectation, no disappointment. 我赌他一定忘记了这件事,就拭目而待吧!

    看了Shirley的留言。很多谢,至少我知道也有人认同自己的想法。可能上次我写的东西是偏激了少少,令人以为我受了什么刺激,不喜欢男人也不喜欢小孩。傻啦,以我的性格,一是不爱,爱上了一定会全力以赴的。只不过我觉得自己接受不了那种小女人的生活,一辈子就围绕着老公,孩子转。自己的freedom呢?自己的life呢?我觉得在这个世界上,除了爱情与责任,每个人都有很多东西可以做的。每个人都有很多东西可以拥有,问题是,你敢不敢去拥有? 很多人怕贪心,怕拥有,所以连想都不敢想。也有很多人很盲目,自己的梦想都不知道飞到那里去了。我只是觉得做那样的人,过那样的生活,很悲哀吧!

    昨天我朋友问我,Lander, 你真的这么喜欢化妆吗?我答:明天我喜不喜欢我不知道,但今天,趁我还年轻,还有热忱,还有动力,我只想知道自己能走多远,我不想明天的我会说这样的话:I should have done that, but I didn't. 我不想将来的我活在自己的后悔当中。

    给自己的生日祝福:要对自己好一点,要爱自己多一点哦!
    October 26

    喜上眉稍


    最近发生了3件另人心情愉快的事情。在这里跟大家分享一下。顺序由开心到很开心到很很开心。

    听到旧男友的名字时........


    话说有个旧朋友,自高中毕业之后一直没有联系过。早一段日子,她在Friendster找到我。多谢科技发达的今天,令我们可以更快地找寻昔日故友。大家都说要出来聚聚,但之后,大家都忙,件事就不了了之。最近,因为业务发展的需要,要经常与朋友联系,所以就约了她出来聚旧。一聊开,话题当然避免不了说起当初一些读书的故人。她突然问我是否还记得H君。他就快结婚了。我发誓!我真的很努力地在我的记忆里面去找寻这个叫H的人物。因为这个名字实在太普通也太多人叫了。她见我很努力的样子,就说,哪,曾经同某某人的表妹拍过拖的那个!我才哦地一言惊醒梦中人!原来她说的竟然是我个ex!真的想不到,当初那个伤得我这样深的人,十年之后,听到他的名字,我的反应竟然是搜肠刮肚还要被人提醒!难怪别人说时间是疗伤的最好良药。对旧情人已经完全免疫了,这不是值得开心的事吗?

    失而复得

    自年头从纽约回来,我就发现我的mini i-shuffle失踪了!无论我怎样翻箱倒柜都百寻不见!没办法,谁叫我是200%的大头虾,失魂鱼!除了觉得很可惜,我也无计可施。谁料最近竟然在一个很久都没有用过的手袋了找到了!那种失而复得的心情真的很难用笔墨去形容!只能对它说句:亲爱的,我以后一定会好好珍惜你!

    有意义的人生

    自我由一年前开始我的home based business, 一路上跌跌撞撞,遇过很多的冷眼与嘲笑,被人拒绝过,被人奚落过,但一路走下来,我没有放弃过,反而我的信念更加坚定。我由一个从开始根本不会认为自己将来这一生有什么大作为的人,到现在我相信,很多的东西,只要我有信念,我就一定会做到!虽然离成功还有很漫长的一段路,但我相信好的开始是成功的一半!与其埋怨每天番工放工,做人毫没意义,还不如用积极的态度去面对人生。将来一定还有很多不相信我的人,很多拒绝我的人,但只要我深信我所做的是正确的事情,我不会去理会其他人的目光。我的将来是掌握在我自己的手里!我为什么要让那些不认同我的人,那些对我有偏见的人去影响我要成功的心态?为什么我要自我定位在small potato上,为什么不相信将来的我能有一番作为?做生意并不只是卖买商品,提供服务这样简单,而是与人的灵魂打交道!我有意义的人生新一页才刚刚开始,这仅仅只是个起点!

    一年前的我与现在的自己好像脱胎换骨似的!要多谢一年下来参加了大大少少各种各样的seminars, 要成功就要多向成功人士取经。最近的我自信心满满的,这不是一件很很开心的事情吗?下次我会跟大家分享我刚定下的人生目标!



    November 25

    歌与心情

     
     
    今天重复又重复地听这首歌。很多时候都不知道是首歌适合自己的心情。还是自己的心情很适合首歌。只是想让它不要停止下去。一个孤寂的日子一首落寞的歌,就这样陪着我。甚么事也不想做,甚么人也不想念。什么时候厌了,倦了,就会自然结束了。明天是晴是雨我不知道,但我相信温暖总在不远处。
     
     
     
    衣柜里的男人
    梁汉文
    曲 编:伍乐城词:陈少琪
     
    换了家私家里换上新的布置
    落力为着期待你望见时
    但你归家观赏片刻最后提出分手两字
    是你像没原因或是玩弄情感
    偷偷跟他秘密开始
    念你的台词不须犹疑
    手中失去戒指
    在你别去的同时交低门匙
    还转身潇洒称赞摆设太精致
    躲於衣柜里躲於失落里
    躲於黑暗不想挂念谁
    爱上凌乱截断电源
    为着要适应即将要独居
    躲於思念里身心倒下去
    躲於这个自卑的堡垒
    爱上沉睡厌了恨谁
    喝醉来麻醉来做我伴侣
    像废墟中家里被我这麽布置
    堕落是为着期待你望见时
    是你今天终於探访劝导毋须这麽幼稚
    但这懦弱男子绝望独力难支
    彷佛身边躺下的椅
    念你的台词多麽仁慈
    多麽温暖句子
    愿我在某天寻回新的情人
    还转身潇洒安慰相信我可以
    躲於衣柜里躲於失落里
    躲於黑暗不想挂念谁
    爱上凌乱截断电源
    为着要适应即将要独居
    躲於思念里身心倒下去
    躲於这个自卑的堡垒
    爱上沉睡厌了恨谁
    喝醉来麻醉来做我伴侣
    躲於衣柜里躲於失落里
    躲於黑暗不想挂念谁
    爱上凌乱截断电源
    为着要适应即将要独居
    躲於思念里身心倒下去
    躲於这个自卑的堡垒
    爱上沉睡厌了恨谁
    喝醉来麻醉来渡过夜里
    November 21

    我有病

    最近的我很颓废。想写blog但找不到灵感。感觉好像发了一个噩梦,梦中的我很惊,很想大喊,但张开嘴巴却一个字也叫不出来。那种无助与害怕的感觉,只有发过类似的梦的人才会明白我想说什么。最近我的心情压抑得就像这个梦。这段日子我常常问自己一个问题,到底我是不是一个被人需要的人?到底我在别人的心中有存在的价值吗?虽然我知道个答案是肯定的。但人就是这样奇怪。不断去问自己一些白痴问题,又不断地代别人给自己一个答案,然后又不断地去质疑这些答案。原因我只想到一个:因为我是一个有间歇性忧郁症的都市人!!!!!!!为什么我这样说呢?假设我是一个土生土长的非洲人,面对我的问题就不会是这些无病呻吟的问题,而是确确实实的温饱问题了。既然我吃不饱,穿不暖,我又怎会有闲情和时间去想我现在想的无聊问题呢?还有一个看似荒唐但可能很真实的问题:会不会像我这样一个有间歇性忧郁症的都市人在现在这个世界里面才算得上是一个正常人呢?
    October 14

    想讲粗口

    今天一早就给楼上整水喉的声音吵醒。我已经不是睡得多的人。难得周末回家也不让我好好睡一觉。那声音从不知哪里的水管传来,巨大得像打地基!叫我怎样有个安稳的觉?没办法,被逼起来。去浴室想刷牙洗脸。扭开水龙头,一滴水都没有!真是佛都有火!他妈妈的!不让我睡觉都算了,还要制我水,想收敛一下本小姐的坏脾气都好难!
    August 16

    惊喜

    今天收到一张e-card, 来自Fei, 我的日本网友。びっくりしちゃった!とてもうれしいわよ!意外的收获总是令人很雀跃。每一天,我们的心里都可能有在想念一个人。可能是情人,可能是朋友,可能是亲人。这个人可能在很遥远的一方,也可能近在咫尺。有时这份思念放在心里,很窝心很甜蜜,虽然对方未必会知道。但有多少人可以真正付于行动,打个电话,写封信,或者写张卡让对方知道呢?简单的问候,但在懂得欣赏的人身上,就是无言的感激。
    July 20

    grandma

    Yesterday I had this big stomachache that came from no where. It just suddenly hit me while I was watching Desperate Housewives. Rex was having a heart attack and Bree was about to take him to the ER. Then all of the sudden, I felt like my body was trembling. My stomach hurt so terribly that I was all sweating. I could barely walk. And I had to bend down when I walked downstair to wash my bowl. I didn't know why I had this terrible feeling that I was so scared I would end up in the ER room and die and no one would even care about me. I thought about going to the ER but I couldn't even walk, how could I drive? So I ended up lying on my bed and whining. It felt a bit better while I was lying on my bed so I decided to sleep early. Then Pearl called me, she asked me if I was all right because my voice changed. Thanks God that I knew I would not die unnoticeably. I told her about my stomachache. She said it was probably food poisoning because I drank soup that I left on the stove for one day and the weather was getting hot. She told me to rest and had a good sleep. I felt better after talking to her.

    3A.M. I was woke up by Jojo's phone call. He just got off work and he felt like he hadn't talked to me for a long time so he decided to give me a ring. I felt so warm and touchy! Although our feeling had changed for each other and we both have our new life now, he is still a great friend to have.

    After the phone call, I couldn't get back to sleep. And 6A.M., my dad called and said grandma pass away at 4A.M. I was speechless. I didn't cry I guess it was something that everyone was expecting. However, when it did come, it was still sad.

    I believe everything happens for a reason. Somehow I associate my unusual stomachache as a signal for my grandma's news. I guess every time every bad thing happens to me, it means something. Like what Bree told Rex in the Drama, "everyone will die eventually. Why don't we treat each other nice before it comes? " As a result, I know that from now on, if there is something or there is someone I know I should treasure at this very moment, I will do it now before it is too late. & grandma, I will always miss you!
    June 29

    郁闷 / BORED TO DEATH

    这几天公司水静河飞。没有什么东西可以做。 去了很多朋友的blogs踩场, 复了所有的e-mails, 还是觉得闷闷闷。 二老细翻了中国玩,公司少了两个人,更显得郁闷。

    上msn 又没人在。广州的朋友如果想稳我,你们时间早上8点上网应该会见我我蒲头架啦。不要说我成日不蒲头,我蒲头的时候,你们又不知鼠晒去边。

    如果你地有什么笋野可以帮我消磨时间,记得send个link卑我,心理测验,文章,什么的,总之有甘复杂,有甘好玩,我都乐意奉陪。多谢各位了。




    I am bored again these days. Work has nothing to do. There is low season in every business and that is exactly what I am experiencing rite now.

    2nd boss went to China for a family trip so I have 2 less ppl to talk to at work, make it even more boring. sigh......

    if you guys have any fun exams or tests or articles could help me kill time, please let me know, I would gladly appreciate your kindness.

    That is about it for my recent life update!